.. the last day of school in sec3, one reflects and realises that there's only a year left to spend in victoria - such a thought would make most victorians, who'd been touched by the victorian spirit, feel a sense of uncertainty. we all know nothing else can fill up that gap in our hearts that the victorian spirit can - u can say its much like God, just on a smaller scale. fear of the emptiness and not being able to rekindle that mysterious strength is felt by the victorian at his graduation day. the thought makes me quiver.

another regretted event would be the announcement of de souza's retirement. she's the greatest english teacher - maybe beacause she's HOD of the language. she was a pleasant teacher. she wasn't just a teacher, but a friend to the entire class. she's one the entire class can tell their unhappiness to - still remeber the 'pong mong song' saga. man, what am i gonna do without her, what is the class gonna do without her. she's one teacher that would go into my record book of good teachers - who i would honour forever.

without her i'm sure english lessons, which i usually look forward to, would return to its normalcy - boredom. maybe we'll get magaret ng or something.. glad i did go up to her and thank her for being such a approachable teacher and wish her all the best after retirement... but i'm still rather down, all the same..

dammit i'm afraid of losing all the good teaches.. especially going into sec4. no more de souza already a great blow, especially when my english was one of my weakest - an A2. Jia wen might not teach us animore, being pregnant the school won't want her to miss too much of our lessons. but all the same she's the best physics teacher. Lee hwa phaik might also get pissed by our lousy attitude and decide to teach another class.. then 3D is really screwed, and start regretting not cherishing good teachers in sec3..