i seriously had enough... had enough of self centred ppl who simply think of themselves only.. who only think of their own lives.. they only care abt their comfort.. abt their own wants.. their own will. they do as they like, not thinking abt the trouble they give others. just extremely selfish behaviour.. concerned only of their own agendas.. thinking only of the things that are directly important to himself, and shirking every other responsibility away.

the lost of man power will only equate to more work and longer hours for the rest of the committee. i dun blame the rest for feeling irritated that they are slogging like hell while someone is not doing the same. can anyone be so hardened as to not care? can anyone be so occupied with himself that he neglects every other responsibility, that he can feel not compelled at all to fulfill? i've found that person. too occupied with his own life, in his own world.

btw, i believe that a child is a direct reflection of what the parent is. for its the parent who's responsible to guide him, in the way of himself[which he thinks is best]. therefore, the character and attitude of the child is but a representation of what the parent is like. and i believe that if ur a child of God, u should strive to be a positive testimony. if ur rotten, and someone insults ur believe because of that, reflect and change for the better, instead of getting all furious over the person for insulting ur religion..

alright.. so it was my birthday todae.. and ur birthday in victoria is NOT a safe day for you.. you will try to ensure that no one remembers and allow that day pass.. or else this will be what the day will be like for you...

okay, the morning was fine, nothing happened yet.. went down for recess and then i started sensing the danger already... while eating wanton me.. for the corner of my eye i could see j-wei and zhihan approaching menacingly. when they were like behind me.. i swerved around to protect myself.. 4 arms versus my 2.. i fought between protecting my manhood and attacking theirs... nothing much else happened during that recess, not that bad. hoped they dun follow up during lunch.. which actually was inevitable - coz they had already planned to gang me during lunch..

okay so i walked into the canteen again during lunch, knowing they were coming.. but didn't know where they were.. when i was well at the centre of the canteen... suddenly, lionel, j-wei, dennis, farrell, and some other ppl [i was busy protecting myself again, so not too sure who].. yup so i guess i was desperately trying to fend off the lot of them.. then pravind almost rallied the whole lot of them to sing birthday song in the canteen... phew they didn't.. or i would be like so darn embarrassed... as it always results in the entire cohort looking at you..

later retreated to the den with j-wei.. again.. another session.. j-wei and zhihan attacked me again, like thrice... back in class, farrell tried to jack me again.. and then dennis and benjamin turned up.. and chased me round the classroom..

yup so that's how i spent my birthday in school, running round trying to protect my manhood. yes, that's how victoria does it.. thanks to law and johnathan for giving me the card, and the victorians who wished me a happy birthday!! =)

alright so i just want to officially convey my thanks to splinter cell for planning my surprise birthday celebration.. really thank the guys & girls and especially carmen for getting the cake and michelle for designing the card plus all the rest who wrote their wishes in it. And thanks to marcus and john for showing their affection by smearing chocolate cake on my face..THANK YOU..

okay so that's like so damn malu la.. you guys really did a great job covering up, i seriously had no idea at all. really caught off guard.. i was like still munching on the doughnut when i entered the classroom.. i was like, 'hmm so where's uncle andrew?'. the curtains were drawn, the chocolate cake [the only black organic thing i dun detest] with the candles. so darn embarrassed especially as i was still munching on my doughnut.. trying desperately to chock it down..

so i cut the cake.. and marcus took the first piece and smashed it on my face.. SECOND time i was caught off guard.. damn.. i saw the cake coming my way.. but i wasn't expecting such a thing.. so i was sort of stunned and allowed it to come on.. alright so i took what was on my face and rubbed it on marcus.. whahaha.

went into the toilet and washed my face.. walked out.. and there was john.. and then he touched my face.. now i had more chocolate on my face.. THIRD time!! jeremy.. when will u learn? okay so i went back into the toilet and washed it again.. haha actually next time we should have a spare cake.. so we can have a cake fight with the first.. ahahaha..

okay so after that we somehow got persuaded into going all the way to plaza sing to eat kfc!! LOL.. wth haha.. played some arcade there.. alright so i totally suck at video games.. and then rushed home to have tuition...

yes, so THANK YOU GUyS again for all that trouble u guys were willing to go through to celebrate my birthday... and special thanks yet again to carmen for delivering the cake.. and lnette for lighting the candles.. haha

alright saturday.. previous night slept at 2am and was to go for scouts the next morning.. which as been since i'm in the plc, a dread. so it was supposed to be the opening meeting for the sec 1s.. and we were to try to capture their interest.

ice breakers was great.. played those sort of OG games.. and usually the forfeits are avoided. haha but in the end, the forfeits was a chance for that person to whack another guy. in the end, tan daryl and j-wei were 'raped'. j-wei had his undies exposed.. with him squirming and yelling on the floor.. hapless as the group exploited him..

after ice breakers, had lectures blah blah.. then it was a short treasure hunt.. but that was just the appetizer for the real deal.. 'pirates n sailors' cum water bomb fight.. alright so in the end i was the first to be totally soaked to the skin. it was supposed to be 2 groups against each other.. but at the start of the game, the whole lot of them turned on me and whacked the hell out of me with the bombs.. okay so i was super drenched, went ard hugging ppl... Eventually, though, everyone got wet.. those that tried to avoid, were held down by those already wet and soaked with a bucket of water.. haha

alright so everyone dried off.. or tried to. as usual after that plc was carried out.. and wei keong had some lecture for us.. well seriously i thought that we, the plc, were the ones who needed inspiration... and there was supposed to be a sharing session.. in ended up bring like some workshop..

after that left at 5.. got a shock that cell was changed to 6.15.. after cell came home at abt 11.30.. well that's why staying at one end of singapore's bad..

shit i wasn't in school to hear abt the same thing.. but i';m sure this is going to be the phrase kept with victorians for a long time. especially we use it as a 'boo'ing cheer'

SHAME! your mother and your father go behind the room, lock the door and CRY! SHAME!
- OM CHIA
imagine the tournaments that are coming up. Everytime the opponent lose a point, we should coordinate this line to be said in unison.. it'll be freaking hilarious.. haha

i can't help but being afraid that i'll not be able to get into vj at the end of the day. it frightens me to think that there's a possibility that i'll just flop my O's and end up in any other jc. its equally worries me that i'll get stunned by the geog and english papers, and screw them up.. causing me not being able to make the mark for vJ

i pray that the Lord will carry these burdens for me... but i myself seriously needs some shaping up. i'm certainly mentally not ready for any examinations. the start of the year has been slow for me.. my hw not even done, chinese books not read. i've lost the drive - at the most critical year. This can't be happening.. i need to curb this laziness.. i pray that the Lord will instill in me the diligence, determination and drive to see through this year...

btw actually i've promised God that i'll give a fifth of my edusave award - if i get it, which i did, to church. i figured, i had better put this somewhere, to ensure i don't forget my commitment.

i need to find God.. the world's just so depressing.. just not good enough for the world.. but who cares about the world, since God's all that matters.. who graciously accepts everyone for what they are..

thank you, Lord.

alright so let me try to recollect all that has happened.. hmm.. alright.. so while all the church ppl including both my brothers were at watch night.. i was along orchard cineleisure blasting off homemade rockets... woohoo damn fun.. all that were there were dennis, lionel, me, ben, chiku, zH, ryan and wei jie, for a short period.

had dinner at carlton hotel for some 50 bucks per person.. note its carlton not ritz.. not bad lar the dinner.. though only 6 courses.. ever course was nice, done in the french manner - more art than food. after the dinner got changed and parents took me to somerset. as usual orchard was filled with hell lot of ppl.. waiting for the count down despite the earlier rain.. actually it was still drizzling.. was sort of early so went over to hereen, but it was sort of late already.. so ya as expected most shops were already closing..

spoke to dennis, and they said to meet at cineleisure.. they were lanning... haha so met them there.. they weren't playing yet coz too many ppl.. so we booked the coms and went for the count down... good number of ppl were spraying foam and shit at passers-by... dennis was like mauled down by 2 ppl because of a simple misunderstanding haha.. alright so 10 mins and we hurried to find somewhere to plant our explosives...

we quickly got out our sparklers.. and made 2... haha everyone started getting high.. mainly coz alot of attention from the crowd was directed to the noise we were making while making the rockets.. alright so we made 2 with the golden sparklers and planted them down ready for the countdown.. and at 3.. we ignited it.. and at 0 it went off.. alright so it didn't go as well as we thought.. coz golden sparklers weren't that good.. not enough gunpowder..

never the less the only reason, you get to see spectacular explosions as in my 'peaK' section [on the right], is coz we 'bu gan xin'. we made sure we took out the whistling ones and made one more.. this time dennis remembered to video it with his ixus. alright so i can't remember who lighted it.. but it went of with a blast.. the first video gives the coverage.. dennis was like engulfed in the blast.. his footage shows the entire screen lighting up.. before he turns away [to aviod being injured]. the blast really attracted alot of attention haha.. which also means police.. okay so we moved over to a more quiet area.. the skater's ring.. we planted an ultra big one, as u can see from the second video.. and stuck the damn blardie thing in the ground. i lighted the thing, as u can see in the video one guy running away from the explosive pack.. this time dennis video'ed from a greater distance.. so the blast doesn't look that amazing.. though in actual fact it was massive..

after that we went back to the lan shop guy.. coz they were calling us liao.. we reached there and the lan shop owners started screwing ard with us.. try to bluff us... damn lame lar that's all i know.. dennis was quick to see what they were doing, a skill that comes from too much lanning & dealing with these lan shop keepers. alright so we started dota'ing. 2 games and it was 3.30am. quite fun la dota, just that i dun usually play.. dunno how to use the scrolls.. by then wei jie and some girl came.. 3.30 we went off to catch 'meet the fockers'. some trouble with the sitting arrangements.. dennis damn 'wei da' sacrificed and sat at the single sit.. so that wj and the girl could sit together.. made dennis quite pissed.. so ya.. other than that.. the show was damn funny.. they disguised quite a number of vulgarities throuhout the show.. and the little baby was super cute.. he's horny too.. the dog's horny too.. 'humping on anything that moves' rofl..

after the movie.. was already 5.30, went over to newton to eat supper cum breakfast.. whatever.. was walking towards the bus stop.. when a @*(*#(@ red sports car zoomed past and sprayed a whole lot of shit water on the few of us... haha.. after that with the newspaper and let over lighters, ben burned bin.. i threw in 2 lighters for more blast.. the fire rose above the bin like 3 feet.. then the group of us walked away.. like so suspiciously..

one more thing... there were hell lot of banglahs, indians, and black ppl everywhere in the early morning lor... dunno why lor.. after count down,.. the entire MRT was strewn with shit everywhere.. nv new there were so much of it in singapore..

all in all.. it was damn fun..