sigh. human nature, nv fails to disappoint. being contented is a choice. one can choose to be satisfied, or remain frustrated. just that circumstances would sometimes sway this personal choice, to be angry or otherwise. but that doesn't mean, it isn't still a personal decision. sometimes this circumstance seem so darn stupid at the end of the of it all, that if u look back at how u had reacted and all, you would feel a great deal more of an idiot.

i mean really, if u can't find a shirt, search for it for 5 minutes. if still unsuccessful, wear sth else. it is not worth getting pissed all over because of it, upsetting those ard in the process. guess the narrow childish part of us, nv fails to re-surface every once in awhile.

been in a really cranky mood lately, john can assure u i've gone mad that sat night. i think the Os starting to get to me.. dun expect it to get any better as it draws even closer. so ppl ard me, bear with it another 5 mths or so.. hopefully by then, the serious me will be back.

made notes for 7+ hrs today, and i can't really rmb what i did.. hope for the best tmr? haha. as like always, i will be studying as the exams go by. being like every other victorian, famous for last minute work, that nv actually does any good. but oh well..

wouldn't it be nice if we were older.. then we wouldn't have to wait so long..