prelims are over, actually quite some time ago. i feel really relieved. though i found myself feeling worried all over the results, whenever i think abt how the papers went, and fretting over losing a mark, and another mark there. and feeling frightened at the possibility of not getting into vJ. but thanks to mich, who said sth that made me feel at peace.

i mean it held truth in what she said. that even if i dun make it to where i want to go, God is in control. and that even if i don't achieve my own will, i'll have to realise that God has a better plan for me, that often doesn't coincide with the desires of my flesh.

i mean really, why worry and be anxious over sth that you have no control over? we just keep trying to find a solution to sth that we ourselves just don't have the ability to solve; and only because we ourselves make it to be a problem, when it never had to be one.

if we just look at life in that perspective, we are able to look at life positively; amidst the problems and challenges in life, that often overwhelm us and lose the clarity that God is the greater than all these set-backs put together and multiplied by a trillion.

yes, for philippians says that we should be anxious over nothing, but in everything by prayer, supplication and thanksgiving, to lay our requests before God. And the result being that the Peace of God, which transcends our understanding, will guard our hears and minds through Jesus Christ.