i just whiled 2 hours of my time on the internet, when i originally told myself that i would study at least half of my bio tonight.

its weird how major examinations can instil apprehension in students. yet, now that it is a week to the practicals, i don't feel particularly anxious or sorts. maybe i'm simply numb now. i'm glad that i've made the decision to do my devotions before i begin my study, and not leave Him at the bottom of my 'to-do' list. it feels tons better. keeps my perspective right, allowing me to take on the worldly issues with the viewpoint of God in mind.

but sometimes, or rather very often, i act too fast, without fully ruminating how God would want me to react. i need to slow down, being too quick serves no good.

its 1030, guess its how i make use of the remaining time, that really matters.