i should be hung. till i bleed to death. really, they should.

i feel disappointed with myself. not pissed, just disappointed with myself.

it all started with a an outing under the all so perfect facade of 'study' at changi airport. ya, so i went hoping i could be of assisstance, help my sch mates here and there. reached bk, and landed up beoh'ing people. ya then there was this retarded woman, who looked really retarded and acted in like fashion. and was like grinning really obscenely and blowing kisses to some angmoh kid a distance from her table, the angmoh mum was damn traumatised and worried.

ya then kloong dared ben for free pool to go sit next to that retarded woman, make eye contact and smile in a gay manner to her. the whole ordeal seriously, all 4 of us laugh until die. my sides hurt like shit, i tell you. the whole bk was like looking. ben was later illustrating how freaky it was cos when he made eye contact and smiled, the woman stuck out her tumb and pointed to her fore head and gave a totally obscene grin. we laugh until die again.

then we left for pool. you see till now, we have still yet to do any 'study' whatsoever. we pooled at parkway till 6.30pm. ben punched with some stranger, but lost 3-5, 9 bucks. had dinner, went over to ben's house in hope to embark on some form of 'study'. within 30 minutes of studying intertwined with random talk, they gave up and started browsing through friendster profiles for people to look at -_-. time consuming stuff i tell you.

oh and then dennis decided to play around with fabian. they spent over an hour or so, confessing dennis' gay tendencies and all that shit. shit funny, cos they managed to get the originally skeptical fabian to be convinced that dennis fancied him. like wth, dennis gay, who in the right mind will believe. oh wait, fabian ain't in the right mind.

lol, then by doing all these, they managed to dig deeper into the intricacies of fabian's gay tendencies. that he was straight in p6, and VS actually screwed up his sexual orientation, really badly, to the point of having a turn on for guys.

at like 12+, fabian sms'ed dennis. that went along the lines of, ' i really appreciate you sharing this with me. thanks. nites.' ROFL.

then went down to watch soccer at 2+, and slept. wth.

to think it began on mIRC with. 'eh tmr wanna go where study?' i am so not falling for that again, i won't have to anyway, since after O's which is so damn near, there would be no need to study anymore. instead, i'll be turning on the cd-player in my room, and HOP around, isn't that just so perfectly NORMAL.