i don't know anymore.

it isn't good. and now i have to put it aside again.
i actually did put it aside. once.
but i brought it up again. and lust pounced on it.
now i remake this distinction, once more.

the one thing i acertain.
that He listens when i call. He answers when i pray.
and even upon this, I'm totally abandoned to Him.

why am i blogging like that. i don't like it.